Anonymous asked: i dont know what to do. everything just has been terrible. i lost all my friends , i only have 2 left. I'm failing at school , i am the biggest disappointment to my parents and I just wanna kill myself .
Let me ask you this. What would killing yourself solve? What? your pain? When you die where do you think that pain is going to go? It’s going to go on your family and on your friends. It’ll affect everyone you’ve ever came across. How do you think the person that finds your lifeless body will feel? They’ll have nightmares for the rest the of their life. Flashing images of a large crimson pool of blood. With a body curled up and your lifeless face full of dispair. Suicide is nothing to play around with. The idea of suicide is nothing to play around with. Ask yourself this “What do I have now?” You have the ability to breathe on your own, you have a home to go home too, you have parents that care enough to tell you how they feel about your actions, you can hang out with your friends, you can get on the internet and talk about your problems to a guy named flilyfe, You have two friends that care and stick by you, and you have a functioning body. Baby girl you sound blessed to me. Think about this, there’s a little girl right now with cancer in a hospital bed wishing they had the life you had now. Just to experience life. She can’t get on the internet, she can’t go outside without someone watching her 24/7 because of something like health. She would trade spots with you in a heart beat. That same life you hate so much she would trade anything to have. Ok your parents might be disappointed, your fake friends may have left, and you may be failing. But you’re “ALIVE” and that’s the only thing that matters. Because you have a chance to change “everything”. You can still make your parents proud, you can still work hard and start passing, and you can still make new friends. All isn’t lost in fact it never was. Believe in yourself like I believe in you. I forgive you for saying “I just want to kill myself” because that hurt me. But I know it’s because your frustrated. We all get frustrated, and we all fall. But it’s not about how many times you fall, it’s about how many times “YOU GET BACK UP”. If life pushes you, then dammit you got to “PUSH BACK”. When life throws punches you got to punch back and roll with the punches. Have courage in yourself. I’ll say it again, I believe in you and I love you. So fight back for me and most importantly for you.